Strange guiltiness inside of me..

Today..i don't know,i feel like something is wrong.today,arrived at school around 7.30..talked with joel since adib is absent.after registration,i went to chemistry lab.today we did another design experiment.amal and adeq were absent..as so you know,amal and me had a fight over a small matter..hmm i don't know,maybe im gonna try to console her and fix this thing.i admit it,i may be responsible for this happening..so yeah,sigh~next is biology..we didn't do anything today,we just talked..breaktime i hang out with zaty,talked and had fun bullying naomi.maths is next,we just continued learning factor theorem..basically its boring!!next is my ps,spent it with tina and emoo xp i went home early since no one picked me up later but miraculously our gp class was cancelled,so yeah thank god i asked my parents to picked me up..when i reached home,ate lunch with my mum..she gave me this food,she said she got it from 'urg pergi haji'..'rendang' i think?cause i heard she said it that way..and there's 'kelupis' and 'selurut' after i ate,i went to my room and watched two and a half men,season 4..more hilarious than it ever was..tomorrow i got biology exam paper 2 and its in the morning around 8.meaning that i won't be entering my gp class and also chemistry..and one more thing,i miss ili aqilah..by means,alot!!i miss everything that i did with her..and amal,im sorry.i know i shouldn't do it..but the thing is what you think is important rather than what other people thinks.it shouldn't have to be in our way that could ruin our friendship.you know that we always act this way..i love you both and i always will cause you both are the best thing that ever happens to me..